Fuck. I seriously hate that I love eating meat so much. Like I wish I were a vegetarian. Somebody shared a video about what happens at places that provide the meat and everything and naturally I watch it even though I don’t want too, but I do because I’m fucking stupid. And I always start crying. I hate the abuse of animals and it literally kills me inside that I participate in eating meat. FUCK WHY ARE YOU SO FUCKING GOOD. It hurts to watch these videos and see what these animals endure just so I can have a little bit of satisfaction in my stomach. I guess the best thing I can do is cut down on my consumption of meat. As much as I enjoy it, I’m going to cut down and try to ween off of it for as long as possible.
I find it so annoying that when I hang out with people I make sure I invite everybody; I make sure everybody is included. But then I find out on Instagram that all my friends hang out with eachother and they never invite me. I mean I guess.